I was very recently left by my partner of 13 years,the father of our 4 year old little girl.It really came out of the blue,me and our daughter had been on holiday to see my family who live abroad(I wanted her to have a great summer before she starts her first year at school),he was staying behind as he had to work.When we got back we were due to look into moving to a bigger flat and more or less had even the furniture pretty much picked out!
Then,like a bolt from the blue he told me that he wanted to separate,that he loved me like a sister but was no longer in love with me.He thought he'd have a terrible time when me and our daughter was away,but he enjoyed it,and actually prefered it that way!
He cried,I cried and our poor daughter didn't know what was going on!
He went out that night and his mate told him not to throw it all away.In the morning he asked me if I thought we could work things out,and I replied yes (as I did think 13 years was too long to just throw in the towel!).It seemed ok,and in the evening we made love,or so I thought.For the next day he said-Last night..I went-Yeah?._Well,last night,he continued trying to find his words-It was only f-ing!That hurt like hell and made me feel like the lowest of low.
I always had him down as the most honest person I had ever met,an allround good guy basically,had never had any reason to believe anything else.I couldn't believe the change in him.Chock wasn't the word...
He started a new job 6 months ago or so,and being a very attractive guy,I wasn't surprised that his new and younger female colleagues took a fancy to him.He told me he'd become close to one of them, that they were strictly friends,but that she had helped him sort out his feelings for me(yeah,right!).He's got a whole new circle of friends sicne he started work there,and I cannot say it's changed him for the better,very obviously!
I feel really peeved at the fact that he's doing this now,just before our daughter is due to start school,and did he have to tell her that as soon as we got back from our holiday,we'd be viweing flats? Did he have to text me while I was away telling me how much he loved and missed me?
I dk,but it feels as if I left one guy and the one I came back to had his body invaded by aliens or sómething,because I just don't get it!? How can someone change so much so fast?
I am not showing any anger towards him as our daughter is the priority here.She mustn't hear a bad word about her dad as I do not want her to end up completely messed up over this.We have told her that we both will always love her,but that daddy and mummy cannot live together anymore because it makes daddy unhappy.But,we added that he will see her at weekends and pop over in the week as well.She is sad,but understands much better than I could have hoped for,and I know I need to stay friends with him for her (but inside I am so hurt,confused and angry!)
He denies he's involved with anyone else,and him leaving me has come as a chock to his longtime friends as well,one of who'm was kind enough to show me he cared by giving me a ring to give me his support.
Has any of you been through a similar kind of situation,and how did you cope?.It feels as if a part of me is gone,and I just can't understand how things can change so quickly?
No warning,nothing.Stunned,gobsmacked,chocked,surreal,all these words pretty much sums up how I'm feeling.
Any advice(on how to move on and cope) is much appreciated:-)
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tetti · 29/08/2007 16:36
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