Hi all,
I separated from my husband last month. He chose to move back to his flat in London (he had been renting it out), and I moved to Essex to be nearer family.
We have a 2.5 year old son. My ex sees him on weekends but does not have him overnight because I think his flat is unsuitable for a toddler and it'd be unsettling to take our son back and forth to London on a trains, tube and rail replacement buses. His home (with his bed, toys and injections he has) is at my place.
So on a Sat and Sun my ex takes our son out for the day (10am-5pm) in essex to parks, cafes etc. then he drops DS off and travels back to London. Neither of us have a car. But with the weather getting bad, son having colds etc. I feel guilty that DS has to be out of the house and aware my ex might be bitter about this because he's contributing to the rent of my place. I've considered going out on the weekends during the day and telling my ex that he and our son can stay at mine but:
- my ex and I argue if we spend time together so if he's at mine, I'd have to go out. I don't have anywhere to go, don't have money to do anything and I use the weekend to sort stuff at home uninterrupted (cleaning, laundry etc)
- It lets my ex off the hook because if he'd moved nearer our son could have stayed at his. It also means he doesn't have to plan anything to do with our son on the weekend as he'll just stay indoors at mine
- more than that I really need some separation and space from my ex, and some privacy. He has his own place and freedom and he goes out several nights a week. I want some space from him. He already Skypes with our son every night so even during the week I feel like I can't get time away from him. I don't want him to start treating my home like it's his and he has rights to it because I think that'll lead to arguments.
Anyway after that ramble, my question is whether anyone has suggestions to the issue that I don't want to throw my son out into the cold on weekends but I don't want his dad in my home all weekend?
Thanks x