On Friday I went to drop my youngest at my ex's as I do every fortnight. He is living in what is still my house (I left because of emotional abuse and I couldn't force him to leave so I left to protect myself and the girls) and I needed to pick something up. For some reason, he has been particularly off with me recently - he's not a nice person anyway but unless we argue (always over text and always about money as finances are not yet sorted - working on it!!) he actually puts on a lot of fake nice-ness which just makes me roll my eyes as I know he doesn't mean it, but at least when it's there it's a sign that everything is at least tolerable.
Anyway... so he's been off with me (I think because we are due to attend mediation and I think realisation may have set in that he's not going to be able to offer me less than half the house's equity) so he wasn't best pleased when I wanted something of mine from the house. Long story short - he wouldn't let me get it, so I went looking for it anyway and he tried to physically stop me so I pushed him off me, gently. He stepped back as anyone would if they were gently or roughly pushed, but it wasn't even a stumble. He called 999 accusing me of assault and I had to be interviewed under caution, when I found out that he said that I used my forearm to push him on his throat against the wall!!! The bloke is massive and A LOT stronger than me; there's no way I could have been able to do that.
He's completely and utterly lying to the police and they're sending it to the CPS as they say they can't decide who is telling the truth.
I've had time to reflect on the situation and, putting aside any implications for my record and the pure sense of triumph my ex must be getting, my focus really has been on where we go from here. I'm already devastated by how this has upset my girls (my 5 year old was screaming at him "Please don't call the police, I don't want Mummy to go to prison!" and crying her little heart out) as calling 999 was totally unnecessary and we wouldn't have been in that situation if he hadn't been going to the extra effort of redirecting my mail rather than keep it to one side for me to collect once a fortnight (another thing I am sorting but it's hard to remember absolutely EVERYTHING that you need to change your address on).
I went to the Separated Parenting Information Programme last year as we went to court for a child arrangement order (he wanted 50/50 but we agreed on 60/40 in my favour) and they told us all this stuff on how we are meant to work together for the sake of the kids, including putting the past behind us and not bad mouthing the other parent and all this stuff... it's all common sense really. And I have been trying my best for my girls, I really have. I offered to swap a weekend with him so that he could have Father's Day with the girls, as the current pattern means he doesn't. Not because I care about him, but because it was the nice thing to do and that maybe it would contribute to a better relationship between us for the sake of the girls. This is the sort of thing I am always doing.
But now, of course, I am angry and upset by what he has done. He knows I would never assault anyone. He knows he is lying. He's doing it to hurt me, punish me, maybe even prove that I am aggressive so that he can go back to court to get more custody of the children, and also to keep me away from the house as I know he hates that I have a right to just walk in, even though I don't do that unless I am dropping the girls off and need something of mine from the house - which he has let me do before!
I know I am naive. I always see the best in people, or try to find the good in the bad people... I'm still in shock that he is willing and able to tell such lies to the police about me. I just don't understand how anyone can lie about something so serious, especially when the sole purpose of it is to get the other person in trouble, not even to defend yourself. I know I'm an idiot for trying to be nice and offer him things in an effort to make our parenting relationship better... but I had to believe that it would get better. The thought of us not being able to make things work for the sake of our girls in the future fills me with dread... I don't want my daughters going off the rails or suffering in any way because their parents can't get on. But it takes two to make that happen and I have tried and tried and tried - and this is what I get: an erroneous accusation of assault.
What am I supposed to do now? How am I supposed to approach our parenting relationship? How can I make this better for my girls?
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RoseNarene · 11/02/2018 09:16
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