Help me! Feeling so low

[user1489269570]

So I've been in a relationship for 2 years and abit. I've had a kid with him (10months) And found out I am pregnant with another. The thing is we have been having a rough time. I have not been perfect. And neither has he, I refused him to come in my home since he left. And I would put all his stuff in between 2 doors but he wasn't having any of it. I decided to call the police to see if they think it is the right thing. And then she started asking about abuse and I said I have had a few bruises from him from him grabbing my arms to stop me from hugging him.And I said my family thinks it's emotional abuse. He has called me weak. Now I've got an officer coming around later to see if I'm ok. I can't stop sobbing, I feel ill, this is meant to be a happy time, I want him back!!!! It's a mistake. I messed up. Would the police involve social if I got back with him? Or would the social take my kids away if I do? Or does anyone think they have involved social? She never said she was doing to so I thought they have to tell u first? My kids do adore him, especially the twins who doesn't have their father in their lives. He took them on like his own.
I have 3 other kids and 1 of his kids and another one on the way. I mean I would never put my kids in danger for a split second, he has never raised his hand at me. He was in a relationship for 10 years and never hit her either. And I know this because I have bumped into his ex in town and has told me her side and said nothing about hitting. Advice please!!! Thanks

[RoseNarene]

Why on earth would the police take your children away for getting back with someone who has never raised his hand to you and, as you say, never been violent towards you?

Sounds like you are panicking. You need to talk to someone, maybe family or maybe a charity like women's aid. I can't really tell from your post what kind of a relationship this is, if it's negative or if you've overreacted. I mean, why did he even leave? Why aren't you letting him back in? Why did you call the police? Whose house is it? Just what the fudge is going on??