Yes. This is my year with the children but they are spending it with my parents so I am on my own. I am glad they are not spending it with me tbh because I am so down in the dumps about it all and it isn't fair on them.
What are you planning to do to improve your life in the coming year? Everything might seem better in a few days. I know I am being a miserable cah at the moment but I have had so many horrible Christmases that I think it would be impossible for me to have a nice one now. I am just going to wallow and then hopefully snap out of it.
What is crap about your life at the moment? Is this your firrst year without your children?