I've been divorced for 2 years and separated for nearly 6 and hadn't been out with anyone until 9 months ago when I started seeing someone. I was planning on telling my kids soon at a good time, but a couple of months ago my daughter (16) found out by mistake. She was very upset that I hadn't told her about him but has completely refused to talk about it ever since, even to other people (her friend who went through a similar thing herself has tried), and has told me I must keep him completely separate from her life and she doesn't even want to know I'm seeing him.
I tried to tackle it recently, saying he was coming round and she was welcome to stay in her room or go out but should at least be respectful, and she went out and refused to come back until he'd gone. We had a heated text exchange and she ended up staying at a friend's house. I have tried again two weeks later as he is coming round tonight: I mentioned to her that her dad had said she was welcome to stay at his while my bf was at our house, and she is going there tonight (the first time she's stayed the night there) but is upset about being "kicked out". In a slightly rash moment I told her she was giving me emotional blackmail and I was entitled to invite people to my house who I enjoy spending time with. I regret this but wonder if I should apologise, as I feel in turn extremely guilty for putting my own feelings ahead of hers, and indignant that she's making it so difficult for me to have a life.
We have always had a very close relationship and I can understand her feeling of betrayal that I hadn't told her, and also how she might feel that our very close family is being invaded by someone unknown, but now she has said that I'm forcing him on them (unfortunate turn of phrase!) and that she has no choice but to leave the house when he's there because she doesn't feel comfortable. I've been seeing him for only 2-4 hours a week, and want a bit more time with him to hang out and not be watching the clock. I have my children almost full time and my daughter doesn't sleep at her dad's when the boys do once or twice a week. The boys (10 & 13) are being really understanding and giving him a chance even though the 13yo has found it hard, and I think my youngest is starting to like him. But my 16yo is a closed book, unwilling to negotiate or even meet him despite being very angry with her brothers when they are stubborn and refuse to try new things! (I know it's not the same...!)
I'm completely at a loss what to do next and know that it's good for her to be distancing herself from me emotionally at this age, but it feels like she's being physically torn from me. I know I can't let her dictate my life, but I'm also worried about the damage it might do to her.
I'd appreciate honest opinions, be as brutal as you like!
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Jsal · 20/07/2015 12:57
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