Hi.
I am just starting out on the forum and wanted to say hi. I am a single father to a 6 year old little girl who is my life. The mother of my daughter left us 4 years a go now and moved to spain with another man which left me devastated and very alone trying to bring up my daughter.
I am also transgender and have battled with this all my life never telling anyone my true feelings mainly our of fear and being very confused. When my partner left me i became very depressed and struggled with my gender even more and decided to do some thing about it. So i started to self medicate with female hormones which is very bad, but i was desperate and felt i needed to experiment and be 100% sure i wanted this. My first priority was my baby girl so i felt huge guilt for doing it. For the past 3 years i have been taking hormones and dressing up as a woman in secret so my daughter would not know, i still live my life as a man but im finding it very hard to hide the changes the hormones have caused. The last 6 months or so i have gone through some huge changes and now i feel that ive got to a stage where i must come out as a woman but im so scared and have no idea how.
I have no real friends as such, i have spent the last 3 years concentrating on my daughter and trying to give her the best i can, the friends i thought i had seem to avoid me and im very lonely. I guess im here to just be honest and get it all out because i feel so trapped and alone.
Krissy x
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Krissy1980 · 22/11/2014 16:04
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