My son is only 6 months old and I'm afraid that my fiance and I are going to have to split up. I am already divorced from my 6 year old DD's dad and I can't bear the thought of doing the same thing with my DS.
The problem is that I am suffering with panic and anxiety (due to a bad pregnancy and possibly a touch of post natal depression), it's got to the point where I can't go out much and I am suffering from multiple panic attacks a day, even when at home. I feel sick 24/7 and I am just about able to care for my beautiful children.
However, I am staying with my parents during the school holidays so that they can help me out, but I live 200 miles away from them (moved in with my partner a year ago). I really want to move back up to my home town so that I have a support network, but my partner says he can't do it and he is now having a breakdown about it as well.
I feel so guilty about needing to be near my family, but it really would be best for the children whilst I am ill and even when I am better there are a million reasons why moving back near my family will be better for us all.
I am terrified of being judged as a terrible person if I become a lone parent now that i have 2 kids, but my partner is just not able to come with me and I am very unhappy living where we do. If we split am I going to be a really bad person? We have only been together for about 2 1/2 years.:(
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RockLover · 22/08/2011 13:39
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