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This year has started in the worst possible way for my family. My dad is losing his battle with cancer and we have been told he just has a few weeks left. We are heartbroken and in disbelief as it's been very quick.
He is in a hospice and has today tested positive for covid. Thankfully they are still allowing us to visit but obviously it's at our own risk. I've been so stringent with the covid rules as I was terrified of our family catching it but now I have the heartbreaking choice of not seeing my dad in his last few weeks or the very high risk of picking it up and bringing it home.
Obviously I can't not see him and will take the risk but I'm so scared. Also incredibly worried for my mum who is nearly 60 and is spending hours upon hours, sometimes overnight with him. She no longer seems to care about covid which is understandable but I'm terrified she will get sick too. I can't comprehend losing them both.
All I see daily is how many people are dying from covid and how it's affecting so many people in their fifties. I'm a nervous wreck while also dealing with the grief of what is about to come. I need some sort of support or reassurance or I feel like I'm going to go mad.
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Life-limiting illness
So so scared
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DazedandConfused27 · 21/01/2021 10:58
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