Hi,
My dad was diagnosed with NSCLC with multiple brain mets in Dec 2014. The first sign was collapse and slipping into a coma. They were expecting to find a brain bleed on the CT scan but instead found the mets. They didn't think he would come round but did after a massive dose of steroids.
He had WBR in Jan 2015, and chemo which didn't help the lung mass, so had radio on it. He was holding and was doing fairly well but a scan at the end of the summer showed the brain mets were all growing again so he had a second round of wbr around Sept last year. I understand this is very rare.
The scan just before xmas showed they were the same size, which we were surprised about to be honest as he was getting weaker and more wobbly.
I live 6hours drive from them but they managed to come down at xmas but left after 2 nights as he didn't feel great. Turns out he was developing shingles.
Over the last few weeks he has started what we initially thought was falling more, but now realise is that he is passing out- some sort of seizure. Previously he had a few abscence attack type moments but not full blown passing out. It happened also when he ventured out a couple of weeks ago and he broke some ribs.
I went up to visit last weekend with one of my children and he is much worse than when we saw him at xmas. He can't get out of bed without help, and can only shuffle to the chair and sits there all day and occasionally shuffles to the toilet or kitchen. Luckily it is a bungalow.
He sleeps on and off all day in the chair. He passed out on Saturday night and banged all his head and cut his arm. When he does this when my mum is alone she struggles to get him up as he has put on a tonne of weight after a year on steroids.
They should be getting an alarm system fitted, but he refuses carers to come in at the moment (mum is at work in day still as they are only early 60's) and won't use a stick/frame etc. The district nurse will now be coming weekly and they have received the 'just in case box'
Anyway, sorry this has turned into a massive ramble. I feel awful as I live so far away, and have 3 small kids so I can't be there much. My mum is an only child so no others there for support, and my dad doesn't really speak much to his side of the family (and wouldn't let mum tell them he is ill- they haven't saw him for a couple of years).
My work are fab and want to do what they can but it is difficult for me to get there. I am in a bit of a quandry, as I think he is starting his final decline, I am guessing maybe a couple of months going by research I have done into performance scores/prognostic indicators (I know we shouldn't google but my job means that I read medical research papers etc so it is not random information).
Does anyone have any idea from the signs how long it is likely to be? Because I am so far away I need to try and plan and time visits around work and family. I am going up again this weekend to be with my mum as it is her birthday, but it probably won't be for another few weeks after that unless there is a sudden change and I need to go up sooner.
I feel awful being so far away and not being able to give the support I want. My dad has no quality of life, he is basically housebound, and can't do much for himself but doesn't like people to help.
Sorry, this has turned into a major ramble but I was just wondering if anyone had a similar experience or any thoughts.
I have also posted this on Macmillan in case anyone has a deja vue moment- sorry!!
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Life-limiting illness
lung cancer, brain mets, starting deterioration.
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NannyPlumForPrimeMinister · 27/01/2016 04:31
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