its looming ever closer. (my tribunal) and im so scared. ive had a bit of a drink tonight as i was supposed to receive my ex employers last minute response (as always). my rep wouldnt tell me what it said but he instructed me to not blow a fuse so im assuming its very bad. he said it was vicious anyway. i have to pick it up from the post office tomorrow. i feel like giving up. i nearly passed out today when i heard his message, im not being dramatic, i was just so shaky and my legs went. im terrified. this is harder than being pg alone, it really is. i just know im going to break down and cry. im not strong enough to deal with this. i cant stop shaking. i have less than 48 hours now. please wish me luck? i would really appreciate it. will try to be on here tomorrow. sorry for being a wimp.
well its all over now thankfully. one of the most distressing and frightening experiences of my life!! it went well, very well. i have to wait for the answer in the post though (well, whats another 6 weeks after a year of waiting eh?) they got caught out to be the liars that they are. if i lose it will be from a point of law, not because they didnt beleive me. if anyone going through the same wants to cat me i'll be hapy to share with you.
thanks jt, means a lot. im hugely proud of myself. barrister person tried to rip me to pieces but he failed miserably. even if i lose on this legal point, at least i went there head held high and i stood up to them. feeling good!!