I have seen plenty of threads about the desision to have another child or not, my dilemma is a little different. I currently have two boys aged 5 years and 9 months DS2 took a while or they would have been closer in age but I think the age gap made things easier.
Its a little hard to word, but to put it simply I feel guilty for wanting another, more so for DS2. It could take an age to concieve again so I don't want to leave it too long, maybe start next summer, but he's so little! I have constantly felt that he's too tiny for everything, despite being born at 10lbs 13oz I feel terrible taking away his babyness or something.
If anyone has any idea what I'm trying to say or any adviceon how to get past it, I look foward to hearing from you