Hi I’m really struggling the now. Was due to start 1st cycle of donor egg and had to cancel last minute as the donor pulled out.
We’ve had some really bad news about my baby nephew taking ill and got so poorly that he stopped breathing and is now stable but we’re now worried about how bad his brain damage is from the after math of the lack of oxygen when his heart stopped and it now looks like he’s on a long road to recover, if he does. My poor sister is not far from a break down and my mum is struggling too.
My youngest sister is due any day now and that’s what’s keeping us going. However, I just keep going but feel anxious and crying at anything and every silly little situation which is not like me at all.
I have recently been told from the hospital that I have 8 mths to move up the list for donor eggs or I lose my funding altogether. I’m 40 in the summer and never felt so lost and pointless in my life. Maybe it’s this time of year too? I’ll take any advice on how to get through and if anyone has any similar stories they want to share please do.
We’ve been TTC for almost 7 yrs now and I’m getting to the point where I have to accept this is too much and we’re so stuck it’s probably time to accept we’re not going to have kids.
Sorry for the long post. Needed to offload as I don’t have anyone else to talk to about this x
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Chasingrainbows80 · 01/12/2019 00:52
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