Sorry it’s a bit long I tried to condense it.
I’m new hear but have been a long time lurker. I desperately want to be a mum but I got diagnosed with PCOS 3 years ago after my periods stopped (not sure if this is relevant but I battled bulimia for 14years which nearly killed me in 2 occasions I got help for this and am the healthiest I have ever been) the gynaecologist also said my womb was very thin. He didn’t out right say I could conceive naturally but he did say it was very unlikely and that I would need medical intervention.
I come from a large family and I’m the only one not to have had a child or had a chance to having one iv wanted to be a mum for as long as I can’t remember everytime a pregnancy is announced it kills me a little more in side I’m so happy for them but so sad for myself. I haven’t even had a happy little accident it’s like my womb is just a Barron wasteland. I’m so scared it’s never going to happen everytime my period comes I’m emotional and I cry I’m devastated for myself.
Just to point out unlike a lot of people with pcos I have a period every single month bang on 28 days. Although I have never had a positive stick pregnancy test not ovulation test. I know people with pcos who have had happy endings but I’m in a gay relationship and I love her with all my heart but we will have to do alternative ways of conceiving and I just keep getting in my head that’s it’s never going to happen as we can’t afford fertility treatment and our area doesn’t fund any fertility treatment sometimes it makes me so down as I just want what any other women wants I just find it hard to pick myself up.
I’m 30 now and I just feel like times running out I suppose I’m just looking for success stories just to give me a little bit of hope that there is a chance.
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MrsandMrsonedaysoon · 14/11/2019 11:27
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