I'm 40, and yesterday I was told at my 9 week scan that there was no heartbeat and baby had stopped growing. This was an IVF pregnancy and the only time we've got a top class blastocyst. There is one in storage still but wasn't great quality I think.
This really felt like our only real chance to have a family and now it's gone.
I'm so sad at the potential future we've lost.
I'm so (irrationally) angry at people who are fertile and get pregnant and carry those pregnancies through.
And I still have to go through the medical management for it, though I'm putting that off until next week.
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sillysmiles · 14/06/2019 10:29
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