38th cycle, 18dpo, BFN :(

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AliceScarlett Thu 08-Nov-18 13:41:38

5th cycle of Clomid. I've pretty much given up hope, but not enough to not find this torturous. Just hurry up AF it's so unfair sad

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Twiglet2353 Thu 08-Nov-18 14:25:47

Oh @AliceScarlett sending big hugs. It's shit and you shouldn't have to go through this x

AliceScarlett Thu 08-Nov-18 20:11:25

Thank you X just what I needed to hear. Cramps now so hopefully it'll turn up soon.
I've got one cycle worth left but I'm considering not taking them. Not sure it is worth this.

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AliceScarlett Fri 09-Nov-18 11:19:24

19dpo, creamy CM, no AF signs, feel sick. WHY? ARGH.

Yes I am enjoying my pity party hmm

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Twiglet2353 Fri 09-Nov-18 12:58:26

It could be worth doing another test today? Maybe late implantation? I don't want to get your hopes up because I know how hard BFNs are on us mentally, but you're not out until AF shows up and I know I don't have the self restraint not to test every day x

AliceScarlett Sat 10-Nov-18 07:08:41

20dpo, BFN. Freaked out and thought I saw a line but it wasn't there. DH really disappointed.
I fished the test out of the bin to shine a torch on it. A new low sad

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AliceScarlett Sat 10-Nov-18 07:31:56

That's negative isn't it

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JellycatElfie Sat 10-Nov-18 07:33:18

Sorry you’re going through this sad the test looks negative but I really really pray you get your BFP x

AliceScarlett Sat 10-Nov-18 07:42:37

Thank you x

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Twiglet2353 Sat 10-Nov-18 07:54:21

@AliceScarlett I'm gutted for you. Is there anything you and hubby can do today to take your mind off things momentarily? Going to IKEA every time we have a week off seems to help distract us - buy tat, spend time building it, argue about it being wonky, argue about where to put it, etc etc xx

AliceScarlett Sat 10-Nov-18 08:14:43

I always hate having to walk through the kids section!
We are running down to Parkrun and will see a lot of friends there, the we're going for lunch, he's doing cross country and I'm cheering on. Then we will chill tonight, so it's a good day.
Think I'll ring the clinic on Monday if no AF, I've never just skipped one before.

Thank you for your help xx

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Twiglet2353 Sat 10-Nov-18 08:29:54

@AliceScarlett ahh yes we also hurried through that section pretty quick last week and headed straight for the meatballs. Hope today is kind to you xx

AliceScarlett Sat 10-Nov-18 17:55:25


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SandysMam Sat 10-Nov-18 18:07:46

That looks like a positive to me! Is that a fresh test or the one from the bin?

AliceScarlett Sat 10-Nov-18 18:11:17

Fresh! 4 hour afternoon hold.

Does it matter that I changed the lighting with my photos app?!

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AliceScarlett Sat 10-Nov-18 18:11:47

Didn't attach

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AliceScarlett Sat 10-Nov-18 18:12:13

Oh it did.

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Twiglet2353 Sat 10-Nov-18 18:13:02

@AliceScarlett I have literally every toe and finger crossed that this is your emerging BFP!!

JellycatElfie Sat 10-Nov-18 18:14:58

Can you show the unedited photo? Have you tried a FRER too?

SandysMam Sat 10-Nov-18 18:20:22

Test again in the morning and keep us posted. Fingers crossed for you.

AliceScarlett Sat 10-Nov-18 18:21:56

Unedited, it doesn't show though, I've got the shitest phone.

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AliceScarlett Sat 10-Nov-18 18:23:16

Thank you everyone for responding. I know I just have to keep going. I'll frer in the morning.

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JellycatElfie Sat 10-Nov-18 18:25:30

Hm now I can still see something on the unedited photo! Was it taken within the time frame?

Thisimmortalcurl Sat 10-Nov-18 18:31:27

Fingers crossed !

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