hi everyone . new to this but thought I'd share how I am feeling in the hope for some advice. I started ttc over 4 years ago just after I got married . I was 23. shortly after my wedding, my mother got diagnosed with cancer and sadly passed away . shortly after that my husband got a job which involved him being away alot. 2 and a half years later he got a normal 9-5job and we continued ttc ( as I thought alot of the reason it wasn't happening was due to bereavement after mum passing and also hubby not being around much for years) . now doctors put me on Clomid . currently 5th round . nothing . already had lap and dye before starting . found no reason why I can't conceive and hubby sperm is fine too. although I have been diagnosed with endometriosis previously when 19 and had laser treatment, but apparently at lap and dye to find fertility issues no traces of endo . I feel I'm currently left to just get on with Clomid, nearly coming to an end. I'm unsure about what happens next . I changed job a few months ago to a hospital and feeling extremely stressed out in it( I thought at the time a change would do me good) however alot of workplace bullying going on and feeling like I can't cope I come home alot of the time very upset . I'm unsure now of what to do , maybe a change of job to destress a bit ? but then I think it's been years anyway and nothing has happened. I try to put on a brave face to hubby and in-laws by saying it will happen when it happens, but deep inside I'm hurting to much as feel like it will never happen if it hasn't in the past 4 and a half years. I feel like I'm always blaming something for it not happening... losing mum .... hubby being away ... job change . I don't know if im.blaming these thing to make myself better . thanks for listening to my problems lol
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emmily21 ·
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