Never bloody ends

[Attilathehunny]

Saw a gyne today who wants to insert a coil in me to control pv bleeding. This after ten years of infertility, loads ivf, ivi, operations and shit just ten years of shit. Oh and a divorce as we couldn't make it. I thought I would just slide into menopause (40) and not have to deal with this stuff any more. I have a new partner but he has 3 kids and definitely doesn't want anymore. We haven't been using contraceptives as well I can't get pregnant but still every month a part of me is hopeful. To slam that door shut by inserting a coil really fucking hurts. No idea why I'm writing- never have before throughout those ten years. I just thought all the operations & shit was over.

[EarlGreyT]

Sorry to hear this. You’re right it is shit. And you’d bloody hope that after all you’ve been through your periods could stop causing you problems.

It’s bad enough as it is when your reproductive system doesn’t work properly, but it causing you problems as well must feel like the knife is being stuck in a bit harder.

Sorry you’re going through this shit and I'm sorry there’s nothing anyone can say to make it any better.

[Attilathehunny]

Thank you for replying. I was having a rough night!