This is a bit self indulgent but need to vent a little.. I am feeling really low about starting IVF next month after TTC for more years than I would like to count, feeling really yucky and fat (managed to put the stone I lost with Ivf in mind back on) so am about a stone overweight now.. I am a size 16 which isn't the worst of course but am just disappointed with myself! I am trying to eat well now but have heard people can put on weight too with all the hormones so could potentially end up even more fat and miserable and no baby at the end of it. And blaming myself for that. Added to this several pregnancy announcements and friends TTC at present (so anticipating more announcements) I am just feeling sorry for myself and can't seem to buck up! I am genuinely happy for other people (I really mean this I wouldn't wish fertility issues on anyone) when I hear they are expecting but so upset that I can't get pregnant myself and have to go through weeks of hormones and invasive procedures to (only maybe) achieve a pregnancy.. and can't just try again the next cycle if it fails.. everyone is so excited for me as this has been a long time coming but it's like why can't i just be normal (issues are all mine) and there's a lot of pressure as this may be the only shot at IVF..
I suppose I am looking to see if anyone feels or felt similar as I don't know anyone who is going through this.. or any ideas on how to feel more positive! Thanks x
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About to start IVF, feeling low 🙁
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Annab1983 · 16/02/2017 11:00
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