Hi ladies,
How an earth are you all coping with this shit situation I'm failing at hard. Month after month after month after month......
I'm 26 married for 8 months but been with OH for 6 and half years. I have blocked tubes I had surgery in July 16 to unblock then recently at my post op I didn't even see my consultant i see another doc who said they did make slits in my tubes however not likely to help.... what was the fffffing point me going through that!! They advised IVF is my only option.....
Firstly my OH has a daughter from previous relationship she lives between us and her grandmother. My step daughters mum is a disgrace to women choose men and drugs over her.... she has another daughter now 2 years and yesterday announced she was pregnant again..... I do not resent my OH having a daughter but I dont qualify for IVF on NHS not a problem I just feel like I've been pushed to aside .....
I have signed up to do the egg donation programme have my first app 19th Dec I'm scared so scared I won't produce enough eggs to give a lady who would be expecting my eggs, I just want a baby now.
I work hard and taken on more responsibility I keep trying to fill a gap holidays, shopping going out etc. I'm the strong one but I'm not coping at all and I feel no one understands..... My OH has seen me break once when I lost a relative and that's it.....
I'm due on in 3 days and I don't know how I'm going to stay strong once AF arrives again and again..... I google what I think are new symptoms every cycle.
Slowly losing the will to live and slowly getting in to a darker place.
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Wifey1990 · 27/11/2016 21:02
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