Long time lurker, wanted to post many times but didn't because it would make this situation real. I
had a six week scan yesterday after my third ICSI attempt. We have male factor infertility.
First attempt was unsuccessful & second was a missed miscarriage discovered at my six week scan. Yesterday revealed that I've miscarried again - presumed around the 6 week mark.
For those of you who have been in this situation, were you as furiously angry as I feel now ? Not with any person, just at the whole sorry situation.
I'm absolutely apoplectic with rage that the universe is taking the piss out of me by letting me go through this hideous treatment process, let me get pregnant, feel that joy, then steal it away from me.
I feel like my heart is broken in two. I don't want to be strong, I don't want to be positive (I swear if one more person tells me to be positive - including my husband - I'll strangle them) , I want to scream & stamp my feet at how unfair & cruel this feels.
I am aware that there is a whole lot of 'I' & 'me' in this post. Please tell me I'm not alone in this bubble of selfish self pity
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Sussex1983 · 17/11/2016 18:47
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