I haven't even started IVF and I already feel like it's going to be a complete failure :( I got my hopes up with the clomid, that it was all I needed to get the bfp I so want, but even that failed me. Hubby is still smoking, not as much as he used too but has a smoke with his mates, drinks most nights, feels like I might as well give up because he's already letting me down :( He doesn't care if we have kids or not, I feel like I'm going through this on my own :( Friends of his are going for IVF too, private where we are nhs and they are already starting, so no doubt I'm to brace myself for another pregnancy announcement :( Obviously I don't wish them a negative but I'm not sure how much more faking happiness I can do :( I asked him if he would help me with the injections, and his reply was well it will have to be done either 7am or 10pm, now I know he leaves for work 7.30 but finishes by 5am and so basically saying he's not going to be around to help :( I can just imagine getting the bfn and him saying oh well that's life or something unsympathetic :( Sigh! Wish I could feel more positive, just not right now......
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