I'm going back to work on monday and get upset every time I think about it. When I was on maternity leave last time with DS I had 7 months off and was desperate to get back to work. He was quite a cry-ie baby and I was quite lonely and think I had a touch of PND. So when I started maternity leave this time I told my boss I'd be back after four months, partly because we need my salary and partly because I thought I wouldn't enjoy the baby stage again.
But this time is so different, DD is such an easy baby, I'm so lucky this time. After last time spending all day pacing the house rocking DS to get him to stop crying, this time me and DD just sit smiling and playing. It helps that I have other friends on maternity leave this time too so I get out a lot more.
So I told my boss I'd like to have a bit longer off and would take six months but its all come around so quickly. DD is only 5 months old and I keep crying at the thought of leaving her. I'm actually looking forward to going to work, I enjoy my job and I'll only be out of the house 3 days a week, but I just want to take her with me!
I think part of me feels guilty for going back so soon (all my friends are taking the whole year off) and just sad that its the end of our lovely days at home together. At a push we could afford for me to take longer off work but DP is already working all hours and is really stressed and I want to share the burden. And its too late to tell work now anyway if I wanted to take longer off.
I know if I left it another few months I'd probaby find it even harder as DD would be doing more thing and would become more attached to me. And DS goes to the same nursery and enjoys it and its really helped his confidence so I know its not a bad thing, but just thinking about it now has made me cry again! Has anyone else gone back to work when their babies are this young?
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iwouldgoouttonight · 24/06/2009 09:07
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