My career has always been by "thing". When I got pregnant I could not imagine being a SAHM and opted for just 6 months maternity. Then I had DD and have loved every minute of my maternity leave. I extended it and DD is now nearly 9 months but I have to go back on Monday. DD is a lovely, happy little thing but very mummy orientated. She is quite clingy and prefers to have me in her sight at all times. Even Daddy is second best.
She did her first settling in morning at nursery today and when I came to collect her she ws red eyed and tear stained. It broke my heart. She had not even had to eat or sleep which are going to be the two big nursery challenges. I know this is not what is best for her. What would be best is having me at home for longer. But to do that I would effectively have to sacrifice my career and I am not sure I am ready to do that.
I am not sure why I am writing this all down. I have to go back and DD will survive at nursery. I just feel so cruel and I have a niggling feeling that this might really effect her happy little personality long term.
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Back to work on Monday and feel like I am damaging DD
ArtichokeTagine · 10/05/2007 14:36
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