I did wonder and then felt really sad that poor OP is feeling very desperate. Poor lady. It's does terrible things to your self-esteem, that's the problem and gives you a warped view of men too. So I don't think it's a great idea. I wish I could help. I'm biz coach and could easily put her onto some ideas to set up a business of her own though I will say at the start running your own business is a lot of work. But it can be done. I really believe everyone has an amazing talent inside them that's just waiting to be unleashed! And now with the internet, anyone can set up a business, in anything and make a success of it. Poor OP. Please get in touch with me and I would love to help.