I go back to work next week. I'm going back for a couple of months longer than I anticipated (work slightly extended fixed term contract) so I hadn't mentally prepared myself for going back properly. I've also got 2 interviews for jobs to start after my current job ends. I don't know when I'm going to have time to prepare for them. I spent a lot of my maternity leave applying for jobs and getting interviews but not actually being offered a job and also doing work related stuff like going to conferences and writing a book (but I've still missed the deadline I originally had) so it's been really busy. I do want to go back but I'm going to really miss my baby.
So TL:DR: I'm stressed because I've got too much to do and I'm worried about putting my baby in nursery. And I just cried ordering a cup of tea in Cafe Nero.