To try to get us sorted financially I've left my PT post for a FT job (teaching). It's also half the distance which was another deciding factor.
However I'm going to struggle. My DCs are terrible at settling / staying asleep and they will only have me at bedtime ATM. I know this needs sorting as a priority but really it's a nightmare. I haven't got the time or strength to deal with it (catch 22 - lack of sleep: can't stay up at night making them self settle).
My mum is also seriously ill. We expect further results this month but I won't be in a position to even hear about them during the working day as I'm desperately struggling to cope with the prospect of losing her. I will then have to get straight back to work the following day.
My mental health is suffering tbh. Until last year it was just financial worries and lack of sleep. Now the shit is so much worse than before.
So I honestly don't know how I'm going to cope with this job. One aspect of it is new to me, and a level. I have also been given a tough group with a child I know to be the most challenging due to work I did last year.
To my shame my DM knows how much I'm struggling. I have a very limited support network. I don't know what to do to solve it. Perhaps I should talk to the head about resigning in December (earliest possible). I don't want to end up costing the school a fortune in sick pay. I can't begin to look for something less pressured yet because I'm simply not free to start until January, meaning I couldn't have the security of leaving with another job in place. This would be a massive financial risk for us and frankly where I live it would be unlikely to pay off.
I'm so trapped
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LapsedTwentysomething · 27/08/2014 22:04
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