I am due back to work in 3 months time. DD will be 12m by then. Work have been super flexible and agreeable, allowing me to go back part time, work flexible hours etc. etc. basically perfect. I am planning to do a nanny share, just need to find the nanny now.
So, everything is great! But I feel sick at the thought of leaving my baby. I keep thinking I will feel differently when she is a bit older... But I don't.
I worry that if I don't go back to work I will get bored at home, plus I could use the self esteem, identity and money work brings. On top of that I will need to repay my additional maternity pay if I don't go back (which is quite a lot, like ALL my savings). And of course it might be harder to go back to work later.
We could afford for me to leave work but it is only part time so I should go back for at least 6 months but I just can't imagine leaving my DD (plus I am still bf A LOT!)
Does everyone feel this way? And if so, how do you know you've done the right thing?
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Help! Can't face leaving my baby
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coveredinflour · 30/09/2013 22:25
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