After 3 years of full time study, I am in half an hour beginning my first paid work. This has been such a long time coming and I have worked my socks off to get here but there has been so many new things to contend with that its becoming very stressful!
I have started my own business, new websites, advertising, arranging space to work from, interviews and bidding for work contracts etc etc...
Last night I had huge cold feet and wanted to pull out with a major crisis of confidence..could I really do this! I am having to work from home and am an immensley private person so I am seriously struggling with opening my front door to strangers.
The whole process is wearing me down, its stressing me out and for the first time in years yesterday saw the return of the dreaded Panic Attacks...
I am so scared its going to fold and getting very tired of doing it all on my own....In three weeks time I start working my first contracted hours..eeeek.
Has anyone else been through this because I am feeling very lonely and isolated in it all.
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Setting up own business..Too many new beginnings..starting to feel frazzled!
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cupcake78 · 10/08/2011 13:22
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