A few years ago i had my first panic attack. Whilst i seem to have more or less got things under control, i feel continually conscious of how i am feeling and whether i am on the brink of another one! Since having my third child i feel my confidence has really gone down hill, no idea why and i seem to fear everything. I either fear saying stupid things and making myself look an idiot, i replay situations and events over and over in my head to make sure i haven't said anything stupid and find it so hard to relax and just be myself. Dh wants to go on holiday and why i am so excited i can't help but feel panic by what if i can't cope with the flight (never had flight problems before) what if i lose it on the plane etc etc. i feel that my fears seem to be spilling out into every aspect of my life. Whats wrong with me? why am i permanently anxious? Having friends over seems to make me nervous, what will i talk about? will i replay the conversation again and again and drive myself mad? Please reassure me that i am not going mad, i just want my confidence back! i feel so unlike myself at the moment.
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i feel in a constant state of anxiety , feel i'm going mad, really getting me down
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