Hi there,
What's wrong with me? DS is 5 1/2 months old and things seem okay between the two of us. DH and myself have been at loggerheads since DS was born - it all started when I desperately wanted to breastfeed DS, he didn't have a very strong suck and therefore my milk supply went down even with expressing. Managed to breastfeed and formula top ups for 4 months and now DS is exclusively bottle-fed due to the stress it put me, DH and DS under.
DS is still a slow feeder now and DH is saying that he resents me for ever having breastfed because he thinks that if I hadn't DS wouldn't be having feeding problems now. This comment really hurt me, I worked so hard to breastfeed LO and I miss it dearly but I have done the best for DS now. Since stopping the breastfeeding DS has been diagnosed with a lactose intolerance and has to be on a prescriptive formula. Waiting to see a Paed for tests. Poor LO
Now I have the antenatal group of ladies that I met wanting to meet up and I really don't want to socialise with them. They know each other quite well already and when I meet them I feel a bit of a loose cog. I don't go out very much and DH and GP are all saying (bullying) me into going out everyday.
My worry is that the way I am being is going to affect DS. Am I being a bad mother? I love him dearly and the last thing I want is for him to miss out.
I'm scared, feel like I have no support for the way I am feeling and just feel bullied. What's wrong with me? Is it PND??
Thanks for listening and sorry for the rant
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ChocolateMouse · 17/07/2008 14:15
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