Hi all,
I think I need some thoughts/perspectives please :( I am waiting for the doctor to call me too.
I needed the toilet yesterday morning, didn't go as my partner was using the loo! So I went a bit later and thought "ouch, that's gonna leave a mark" as it hurt when I pooped, and sure enough there was blood on the tissue. I've had teeny tiny spots of blood before but it's been obvious they've come from the outer bit of the bum. This was bright red, probably about a teaspoon amount and there was a bit on some of the poop too (I poked around at it in the toilet...) Felt a bit sore for the remainder of the day and tried to have a look using a mirror but couldn't see anything.
I subsequently had 2 panic attacks as I have incredibly severe health anxiety which I am currently on medication (venlafaxine) for as well as receiving counselling via videocall.
There is family history of bowel cancer. Dad's mum (diagnosed aged 80) and his half brother (diagnosed after the age of 65).
Of course no one can diagnose anything except the GP, and I so wish I was able to get an actual face to face appointment so they could check the area for me to see if it is something like a fissure.
I'm very upset and anxious, it's difficult not to let me thoughts run wild. Last night I felt so upset I wrote letters to people I love in my life, in case something happened to me in my sleep.
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Blood after bowel movement
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Mvshrln · 13/07/2020 15:55
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