I've had acute and chronic back pain for years caused by an accident which has caused job losses and relationship breakups.
After years of pain and now in my fifties I have finally got my medication sorted out so that I can live a full and happy life without being over medicated or sleepy and I feel completely normal.
I got a brilliant new job and moved to the West country, the first meeting with my GP and he spends an hour "telling me off" like a 5 year old child until I was in tears and I am a strong person, I have to be to deal with all this, says my medication is "ridiculous" and halves everything and takes me off the main one. Says I need to go and do meditation and "learn to live with pain", talks down to me as if I'm 5.
Amost immediately I am in absolute agony, in horrendous withdrawal because you are supposed to come off this stuff gradually not all at once, suicidal and my work in my new job immediately starts slipping and I start making awful mistakes because my head is all over the place, I felt suicidal and started to think about suicide every day.
I changed GPs immediately and after a month of wrangling because of course coronavirus put a stop to all normal appointments was put straight back on all my medication, my new GP was appalled at the state I was in.
I still don't feel right and my head is all over the place I've begun to get paranoid that I won't get my medication when it's due and I've had a look at the life I have if some random medic decides to take me off all my medication suddenly and leave me in the shit.
I don't mind trying to come off it at intervals occasionally if weaned off it slowly to try something else or decrease my dose that's fine but to be sent away with no prescription at all after being used to quite a cocktail?
I know about addiction but I'm also not stupid, I don't go over the prescription dose and I often cut back gradually for a while for my own good.
I wish meditation would work but I've had my MRI scans explained to me and told in no uncertain terms there is nothing that can be done for me surgically and I have to live with the damage which up until now I have very well.
I know I will not live as long as everyone else and thats fine but I need what remains of my life to be one of quality not lying on my back in bed. I want to work, meet friends, celebrate occasions with my family like everyone else.
I want to take this guy to court, I don't need to be spoken to like a five year old, to be ripped of all my drugs and sent into horrendous withdrawal and told to meditate, he didn't even look at my MRI's or medical reports from the pain clinic.
Would I be right to do so?
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Why the hell has my new GP done this.
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madcatladyforever · 18/04/2020 10:05
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