I'm so, so fatigued and sick of everything.
Graduated 1 year ago.
I live rurally about 1 hour 15 mins from big city. Earn 22k in big city working 9-5.
Super isolated and too tired to bother with people. Office is cliquey and work is full. Usually eat lunch at desk. Old friends either live abroad or have moved on.
I cry my eyes out every Sunday night without fail at the thought of another week. Feel totally trapped.
If I leave it will look bad on Cv.
I want to get something closer to home but round here it's mostly min wage stuff- cleaning, care, welders...
Looking for new job but I honestly don't have the mental energy to keep filling out crappy application forms.
Anything where I'm kind of semi eligible is around 18k. They all want 2 years experience and I don't understand how to get round it.
Stress is giving me eczema, migraine, UTIs, you name it. My diet is crap, I'm borderline underweight and have low blood pressure. I'm only in my mid twenties for fucks sake.
Doc put me on more citalopram which I don't want to take. Says he won't sign me off because that would only encourage me to avoid things. He is right (long story).
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ILikeBigRocks · 29/07/2019 17:56
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