I just need to vent a bit...
Found out last Friday that I have a rather large hernia... referred to a surgeon. Really gross and creepy (insides are meant to be inside!). Doctor warned me to get any pain checked out immediately.
True to form late Saturday night I got a stabbing pain in my side so went to A&E to check it out. Nothing to do with the hernia but they did an abdominal ultrasound to see if there could be s reason... results were all fine but showed an object in my liver that they were unable to identify on the ultrasound.
Standard blood test showed slightly raised white c blood cells which the doctor said were not surprising since I have a gaping hole in my abdominal wall.
I have now bee referred for CT scan to identify it.
So scared they are going to find something ominous...
On top of all this I've got an additional ultrasound to see if there is a reason why my periods have stopped. Even though I'm 42, have had peri menopause symptoms prior to this (night sweats, weight gain around middle, moody, seem to be growing a fur coat...)I'm thinking the two are related and the outlook is not good.
To be honest , im absolutely terrified. I can't eat, sleep or concentrate. I have nobody to talk to in real life and , yes, I have been Googling .
No other symptoms.., no weight loss ( quite the contrary ), no loss of appetite, not tired, etc.
But I can't shake this crushing feeling of impending doom...
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So scared...
FiveFeetHighandRising · 17/05/2017 17:39
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