Just, Im sorry your scared today. Its bloody awful, isnt it. I really dont know what to say to console you so I will tell you what happened to me today.
I went in for the ultrasound and asked for the one across for me to be swtiched off as I had no interest whats so ever in seeing what was going on inside me. I also said to the radiographer I was scared but she remembered me from a breast ultrasound I had about 6 months ago and knew how to handle me - which was to say very little.
So she had a fiddle around and said you have fibroids (I knew about them), she also said my left ovary looked fine and what I thought was advanced ovarian cancer was actually gas. Seemingly I am full of wind and she asked if I had a stressful life. I do, its very stressful, so she said something about IBS and trying not to worry about things so much. She then told me I have a small cyst on my right ovary but everything was fine so I took this to mean its not of a size that would warrant great concern.
She told me you really are fine so I burst into tears and threw up. My DD and DIL sorted me out and we then went to see my gynaecologist who was with someone having a baby and I was told the Dr will call you later.
About an hour after I got home I answered the phone to my Dr saying I am very happy with your report but we have to keep an eye on that cyst and for that reason I want this test repeated in 3 month. She also offered to do the C125? test and has left the paperwork for me to collect if I decide to go ahead with it however I dont think I will due to how much angst it seems to cause women who post about it on this forum. Im more than content to wait for rescanning because I know if she had any real worries she'd have me in to investigate further tomorrow.
My fibroids were a bit of a shock and I think she will be after me having a hysterectomy later on in the summer because they measure 3.7cms, 4.6cms, and 7.8 cms. And its like she said - think of how much room they are taking up in there.
I have yet to get the result of my smear test and my hormone test.
I spent hours on google yesterday, scaring the life out of myself, and one post I read mentioned how gas can mimic ovarian pain. I laughed out loud and thought - as if! And here I am with exactly the same thing.
But one other thing that really struck me is that how we can have an ovarian cyst and not know anything about it. That is really is the case that most women only find out by accident that they have them.
The unexplained bleeding I had? Well it looks like the Metformin I was started on recently for pre diabetes kick started one of my fibroids into action again but there is also the chance that I'm not yet post menopausal at 57 and the bleed was my hormones having a party. Time will tell as I had my Mirena taken out 2 weeks ago, I'd been using it to deal with the fibroids, and until we get my hormone levels back it really is a mystery - but not one to cause concern.
So this is what happened to me today and I think its a really good indication of how things can be as innocent as people say they can be.
I hope this has been of some help to you.