I've posted this in chat but only had one reply, hopefully someone here will be able to help me
In the past 5 years I have gone from running each day, cycling for hours and walking everywhere to being almost housebound from Ehlers danlos syndrome and poly-arthritis.
This all came about when I started a college course in childcare and realised I was in so much pain by the end of the day and most days left at lunch time as my back was locking or I was falling asleep (not good when you have 6 under ones to entertain.)
I left high school 5 years ago and an eating disorder (anorexia) most of the time I was there, parents weren't involved with treatment.
Instead my lovely head of year looked out for me, rang the doctors, made appointments, told them If I was getting worse (I was suicidal and had made attempts). I now know that he risked his job for me and will always be grateful for that. He even booked taxi's to take me to CAMHS 20 miles from the school without my parents knowledge.
What I really want to know though is how it all ended up like this and what the doctors and my head of year were talking about.
I'm trying to piece together everything that's happened these past few years and it all seems to be a complete blur to me.
Since leaving school I have been diagnosed with Bipolar 2 after driving at 90mph down a country lane and hitting a tree side on when I was meant to be in college.
I had my son 2.2 years ago and social workers hounded me the second they found out but would never explain why.
It feels like I can't live my life properly until I know how I got to this point mentally.
I know things were said by me while I was ill but I don't know what.
The only people that know anything would be the doctor's and my head of year.
What are the chances of being able to get to see my medical records from all those years ago? and how would I go about it.
The NHS website says a permanent copy can be obtained for £50. Would this mean I can keep it? or would I still need to be at the gp's to see it?
I just want the continuous dreams/nightmares about school and college to finish, It's as If I just want to go back there and relive the last few years and see what happened but that's obviously not possible.
I feel lost
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SnapCrashBang · 27/02/2014 21:49
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