Feeling blurgh!

[lj123]

Sooo I don't even know where to start!
Work is shockingly s**t, no manager, doing extra shifts no appreciation yet targets still need meeting.
Colleague pregnant, I've lost 5 I'm missing out!
Work is effecting my relationship big time!
When I this going to stop!
I struggle to wake up in the mornings, struggle to sleep at night, I'm emotional!
Dot know what to do with my life,

[gingeroots]

lj that sounds beyond sh*t . Especially the babies aspect . I'm so , so, sorry .
And somehow you're supposed to be pleased and not show any upset when others are pregnant .
I imagine blurgh hardly begins to describe it .

Can you get away for a weekend ? A change of scene can help a little .

Can you go to GP and get something short term to help you sleep and talk to them about how you feel ?

Maybe post on chat where there's more traffic ?

Thinking of you and sending

[lj123]

Your right blurgh isn't quite enough, lol
This weekend my partners cousin has been around a lot, she is due to have her baby in 4 weeks, I'm just like grrrr mine would have been here in2!
There's no way we can get away at the moment, to add to s**t my bunny wasn't well, had to take him to vets as nearly died, that cost me £207! He is like my baby! Love him, my giant rabbit.
Aldo we are moving and the dare keeps changing to sooner rather than later, juggling work, packing, emotions, money and chill time has become impossible

[gingeroots]

What can I say ?

If its true that what doesn't kill you ,makes you stronger ....you're heading for superwoman status !

My friend has unicorn rabbit ( tis her baby too ) and has been charged outrageous amounts by vet . They seem to charge more for rabbits than cats ,I don't know why .

[lj123]

That is true, if it don't kill me it has to make me stronger! There's no other way, iron woman
Oh it's ridiculous, that's the cheapest price plan I had offered too, don't know what I'd do without him, he is a giant French lop, there's a video I put in YouTube, just search : Norman the giant French lop love him! He has to be my baby!
I also have 2 cats, 1 is still a kitten, also my babies lol, and a fish, just adding to my need to nurture lol xx

[lj123]

Omg! I'm going to add to my list, luck changed, last minute trip to see Robbie Williams and olly murs in concert on Friday night, where was I today, up A&E with a torn calf muscle! Crutches too

[gingeroots]

On no !

[RockinD]

You do have a lovely bunny rabbit though...

[lj123]

Aww thanks :) I do love my Norman