Hi Simple,
I am not sure why they are looking at permenancy with adoptive parents if you are willing to give the children a permenant home. Out of family placement shouldnt be an option if they think you are the best carer for the children.
Apart from anything else, the chance of a 9 year old being adopted is minimal. Even long term foster placements are hard to find for sibling groups. It would be pushing it to find an adoptive home for the 3 year old. Dont let them hold that over you.
Bringing up other people's children is different because they have been bought up by other people! It sounds silly but for eg. my children have been bought up from the begining with my ideals and morals. Rightly or wrongly these are our family ideals. They have also been bought up with a healthy (ish) diet, routine and knowing right from wrong. I did not take drugs or drink in my pgs and the babies were cherished and cared for from minute 1. Right from birth I had total say in how they were cared for, where they went, who looked after them and how they were fed etc. I am aware of their health background and I know the history of both sides of their family going back quite a few years. No one else outside of the family has a real say in what happens to them i.e. what they wear, how they are educated, when we go on holiday etc etc.
This is not the case when you bring an child into your home that you have not given birth to. The vast majority of children involved in the care system have suffered some sort of trauma, neglect or abuse and ALL have suffered significant losses.
They may have lived chaotic, unsettled lives, never had a routine, eaten crap all their lives or have never even slept in a bed.
They may have been ignored when they were tiny babies, not fed when they were hungry etc. these things can cause issues for a long time.
They may have significant medical issues in their families that impact on their development and you may not know about this until problems start to arise.
Apart from all that there is the practical stuff - until/if you adopt a child you are not their parent. You do not have full PR (if you have it at all), the child is the responsibility of people you dont know and who hardly know the children. You may have to ask permission to cut their hair or take them out etc.
I dont mean to make it all sound like hell but I do need to be honest.
Things have settled down a lot for us know but the first years were incredibly stressful for us and our boy. Even now we are dealing with the legacy of his birth mother's neglect. Our birth children sailed through school and were 'gifted' (silly lable but thats what its called now to be clever) whereas our little man is hardly coping at all and needs one to one support.
I wouldnt be without him and I would do it all again. BUT if I DID do it again I would make sure I knew everything I could about the child's rights, family law and the support we could get. That would have saved a lot of stress.
Thats why I am recommeding the FRG.
I am not trying to put you off at all - promise. I think you should be as well informed as you possbily can be.
Best of luck to you.