Can you keep me company?

[SagacityNell]

I know that you don't know me. I literally have nowhere else to go right now. Ihave used MN in the past but left. I can't link my other names or give clues. I am really sorry.

Just in need of some company.

Sorry.

[SilverBoots]

hello, I'm here. What's up?

[willsurvivethis]

Hello I'm here

I often feel very alone right now, even if I'm not (something to do with flashbacks) so I do understand.

Anything you want to talk about or just know you are not alone?

[SagacityNell]

I just need something to do and somewhere to be that is not inside my own head. Also the distraction would come in handy.

[Mercedes519]

Do you want to talk about it or shall we talk about something else?

[TDiddy]

Hi- are you into jogging? I used to be but I have been lazy + work. Would love to get back into it but I need a push.

[SilverBoots]

Can listen or distract ...

[SagacityNell]

too many things and probably safer in than out right now. I can't get things out in a safe way.

[TDiddy]

One of my favourite things is to jog whilst listening to favourite music (Prince).

[SagacityNell]

I had to stop running, i took it too far and was running off more cals than i ate

[SilverBoots]

OK, talk - do you have children? do you work?

[SagacityNell]

sorry.

It's just one of those days where i want to hide in a corner and trash a room and hack at myself all at once.

sorry.

[orangeflutie]

Hello really sorry you're feeling so alone. I get thoughts going around too and find I'm always trying to be busy or I listen to music just to shut my head up. Don't know if this is any help but hope I can help if you need to talk.

[Pozzled]

Hello. Don't apologise for wanting some company- that's what MN is for.

[SilverBoots]

don't be sorry, what happened today?

[willsurvivethis]

You're not a bad person for thinking about or needing to sh - I's a coping mechanism

[Pozzled]

Are you're alone? Can you put on some music or the radio, that helps me when I have one of those days and the house just seems too quiet.

[Mercedes519]

Can you get it out in a less destructive way? Playing music really loud and singing along? Mad dancing?

[SagacityNell]

Today? nothing happened. I am stuck in a circle of wanting to seriously hurtmyelf or run away but i can't. Because of the DCs.

[TDiddy]

What music do you like? Can I entice you towards Prince even if you aren't running

[SilverBoots]

How many DCs do you have?

[SagacityNell]

No not alone. DH is in. But he is part of the problem. Nothing bad, i just dont think i want to be with him. Have spoken about 4 sentances to each other in last 3 days.

Tried dancing like an eejit and loud music as well as singing. Also tried ice cubes, red felt tip, cold shower,.......

[MrsSawdust]

Music is a good idea. What music are you into SagacityNell?

[SagacityNell]

I have 3 DCs.

[willsurvivethis]

Well done trying all these things - that's really positive that you can acknowledge your feelings and look for alternatives

[SilverBoots]

Please don't say 'Prince'