and I just feel so low at the moment.
My 40th birthday party is on saturday and I just want to cancel it - but I don't want it to seem like I'm attention seeking, I just can't face pretending to everyone that I'm ok.
I have been losing my vision over the past 2.5 years and everyone thinks I'm coping really well with it, but I'm not. At the same time as being diag. with RP my youngest ds went to school and my closest friends went back to work and I just feel so alone.
I hardly ever see my friends and when we do go out in the evening I find it very hard to see, so I find it very stressful and not very enjoyable. I can no longer apply my own make up, and although all my friends know this, only one of them has ever offered to do it for me - and why should they?
I just don't know what to do about this party. I'm just feeling sorry for myself, I know.
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I feel like none of my friends really like me
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andlipsticktoo · 02/11/2009 10:14
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