HELP!
can someone please help?
-i am suffering with severe postnatal anxiety
-i have 11 month old and a 4 year old.
-i am terrified they will die-
- or be in an accident-
- i think it will flood in the night and how will i keep both my childrens heads above the water-
-- i almost bought a boat at 4am so we would be safe-
- i fear fire-
- i walk alnog the pathement and am always looking to see where i could push the buggy to safety if a lorry mounted the kirb-
- i want to protect my children but am terrified something will happen to them-
-i fear i will die and my babies will have no mother and who will know what they like etc_
PLEASE HELP ME?
i have searched for books relating to postnatal depression etc but they all seem to be about poeple who want to harm their children or resent them, i am on the other end of the spectrum, i love them so so much and just want to protect them
can anyone suggest a book?
thankyou for reading this too. xx