going to be a long day

[Titania]

I wish I could go to sleep. I've been up all night, worrying about everything. My internet access is being downgraded today too so I can't spend as long online anyway. ds1 is up now moaning that he is tired but wont even sit down. the other 2 are still in bed. ds2 didnt go to bed til 11 so he must be really tired too. I want to eat but I feel so sick all the time. What the flaming hell is wrong with me?? Someone suggested getting some herbal sleeping tablets. Its going to be a long day....

[dabihp]

oh, u poor thing! Do your kids go to school? will you get a break to have a nap?

[Titania]

ds1 goes to school full time. dd goes nursery 8.50-11.20 but ive got my counselling at 10 this morning so i wont be able to have a sleep

[dabihp]

will dd nap in the afternoon?

At least you have a counselling session, so you have someone to talk to about how you are feeling...

[Titania]

no dd never naps lol. yes im glad i am seeing the counsellor today before i completely crack up..

[dabihp]

Yeah, they get to an age when it just doesnt happen anymore, and its so hard looking after kids when you are knackered!
Any mums and toddler sessions u can go to, so at least dd can run round supervised and u can sit and have a cuppa?

[mishmash]

Good luck with the counsellor Titania. I have read some of your unfortunate story and hope that things brighten up soon. FWISW I take a herbal sleeping tablet called Vallerina.

[Titania]

thanks mishmash will look out for it.
there is a toddler group today but its at the same time as my appointment and dd is at nursery anyway. there are no afternoon groups here either.

[dabihp]

hope u were alirght today...

[Titania]

not really. dont really want to go into it though. Just want normal conversation!!

How are you doing hun? Baby still staying put??

[gothicmama]

T be careful with herbs and perscription meds!!!

[dabihp]

yeah, a bit of backache, but that might be the crappy shoes I had to wear today cos feet are so swollen nothing else will fit... sob sob sob

Normal conversation... lets see, pick somehting and we can bitch about it, lol

[Titania]

gothicmama hun!!! how are you!!!! ive lost your phone numbers!!!! my mobile broke!!!! give me a ring sometime??

awwww d.....poor you!!!