The Anxiety Club (continued) !

[mooseloose]

Hi girls, i have started a new thread for us all. The other was too long. Hope you all find it.

[mooseloose]

It will be my last post for two weeks because I go on holiday in the morning . We are going down to Cornwall, so I have no internet access until about 2 August. My fingers will be all twitchy without a keyboard!

I hope you are all okay. Sorry you are upset greyskull, you can ramble here as long as you like - you know that. I say things on here I would tell noone. I never worry about being percived as bonkers on this thread, because you are all so lovely and supportive. x

[mooseloose]

Oi you lot - Come over here (whistles loudly !!!

[ByThePowerOfGreyskull]

Evening moose,
have a fabulous holiday, we go on Sunday morning until the 3rd August.

Dh knows that the situation arose, but the conversations I was having this week was about specific details, the full picture, what happened when, actions, exactly blow by blow what he did, and I think that is why I am feeling so vunerable

[blissa]

Hi moose we reached 1001!

I really hope you 2 ladies have wonderful holidays, you deserve them

[mooseloose]

Thanks Blissa and Grey skull for your kind wishes.

Greyskull you are so brave. Do you think it will help in the long run to get it all out again? Are you hoping to get it out, sort it out calmly and put it away again? You are very brave to deal with it all again.....

Bliss, hope you will be okay without us for two weeks.

[blissa]

I'll have to be won't I moose

Hopefully by the time you return, my little cluster of cells (I liked the way yommymommy put that) will be sorted and I'll have had my tests and possibly some of the results will have come back.

PMA PMA PMA

[mooseloose]

By the time I get back the thread may be back up 600 threads if you have trouble and you need to vent !

[blissa]

Oh at least! Morningsun and yommy will be glad to have a rest when you get back

Are you staying in a cottage in Cornwall or camping, or something else? We are planning to go down there in our caravan for the first time, but God knows when or even if it will happen now

[mooseloose]

We have a cottage to stay in - we go every year- its just paradise (when the sun comes out!) We just love it there.

[blissa]

Sounds lovely. Do you have an early start?

[ByThePowerOfGreyskull]

Blissa, I haven't known what to say about what you are going through = I hope that you are at peace with everything.

Moose I don't feel brave, I have no choice at the moment, I have post traumatic stress disorder, and at the moment several times a week during waking hours, I am re-experiencing it, the fear, the pain, I have been working on trying to keep myself mentally here when things start to go wrong. Things are getting better but it is a long slog.

[blissa]

Thankyou Greyskull, I find I'm ok as long as I don't think, I'm robotic atm, just going through the motions and getting through the days. People ask me how I'm doing now and I tell them I'm fine, off the tablets and waiting for my tests, just have a major thing to get through first.

[mooseloose]

Oh Greyskull, how horrible life is for you right now. I hope you can resolve it this time and move on. Noone should have to have that all of the time. My counsellor is so lovely, she has a very kind face - the sort that makes you cry! I've had my last session now, the money ran out! But she says that she will see me free if I have a problem - how good of her. I have said I am hoping to be a lot better by the end of the summer (about time too really).

Bliss very early - DH says we have to get upa t 4! But we will drive straight down then and miss the traffic.

[ByThePowerOfGreyskull]

Bless you. It must be a really hard time for you and your DH.

[blissa]

I'll be glad when this year is over tbh. Dp said the other night he's not going to let anything happen to me, but how can he stop it? He's not one for being anxious- we must think positive and stay strong- easier said than done ay!

Moose what are you doing here woman, that's in less than 6 hours! At least you can sleep in the car. Hope the weather improves for you

[ByThePowerOfGreyskull]

night all,
Moose sleep well,
Blissa & moose thanks for chatting tonight.
going to bed now.

[blissa]

Night Greyskull, if I don't 'see' you before you go have a good holiday, take care xx

[mooseloose]

night all - I know I should be in bed now!

I will be asleep in the car within 20 mins. I usually wake up and say 'Are we near Bristol yet?' and DH will say 'yessssss 40 miles ago !

Thanks for the chat... is nice to have friends in cyberspace x

Be brave ladies x

[blissa]

Night night moose have a fab couple of weeks

xxx

[YommyMommy]

Woo Hoo a new thread! Won;t take me 10 mins to get in now, lol!

Mosse - know I am too late, but hope you have a wonderful time in Cornwell! Hope it gives you some breathing space! Enjoy! x x x

Greyskull - i hope you are feeling a little better this morning! I am still in sock about what happened to you and I hope you get 'your head sorted' soon! Feel better {{{{{{hugs}}}}}. Hope your holiday also allows you to have some breathing space!

Blissa Hope you have a nice weekend! The weather looks like its going to be pants here! Hope the sun comes out at some point! !

Hi to everyone else!

Speak to you all soon!
x x x

[ByThePowerOfGreyskull]

morning all,
thanks for putting up with my wibbling.

Things going to plan this morning, ironing nearly done, Cat gone to cattery, boys hair cut,
clothes ironed, I just need to sort out what we are taking.
driving licenses and passports are ready,
paperwork, keys for house, maps all ready
suncream aftersun and toiletries packed.

need to get the boys in bed early ready for our 4am trip to the airport ready for the 7am flight. (eeek!)

[YommyMommy]

Thats what we are here for Greyskull!

Well done on getting everything organised! Sounds like you have had a v busy morning and I bet the day hasn;t slowed down any for you, lol! The joys of going on holiday! lol! Packing is my worst nightmare! I HATE it! lol! I really hope you have a wonderful holiday and try to relax and chill out as much as possible! U deserve to have a wonderful time! You sould like a wonderful lady!

Hope everyone elses day is going well!

I am having a quiet afternoon. DS1 gone to footy with dh and ds2 in bed having a nap! Housework half done . Just going to put the kettle on and have 5 mins me time! Could be doing with going for a nap to be honest! But must slog on!

x x x

[morningsun]

Hi ladies glad we've got a new thread

Bythepower~glad you're back on thread but very to hear what happened to you at that age.When I went for the EMDR it was like torture going through the details and I found they brought other things out and it was all too much,but if you have got through that stage I hope the treatment is effective and you get some relief~you will get better and regain peace of mind in time,thinking of you and hope you enjoy your holiday
xx

[ByThePowerOfGreyskull]

Right, off to bed,
thanks Morningsun, see you all when I get back. stay safe and well ladies.

[candyfluff]

hey ladies ,ive not been on for ages so appoligeis for not knowing whats going on with you all .
no holiday for us not that there ever is !!
hope you lot have a great time ,i could certinately do with a break !!
have started my cbt a few weeks ago ,not so sure its gonna work for me but i so want it to,very hard for me not to get disheartened.
have got the monthly from hell today -very painful so im stiing here with a hot bot on my tummy.

how are we all today ?