I had a missed misscarriage middle of last year. It's now coming up to when I would have given birth and I can't stop crying. I want to try again but after the m/c I left my job (too many memories) it took 4 months to find a new one now I have one and my boyf boss has fired him (same boss I had) I can't help but resent him (boyf did nothing wrong and is suing). I want a baby more than anything but with him out of work we cant do it.
He wants to get married first and with him out of work we cant do that either. I feel like everything/one is against me having my baby. I know I'm only 20 and the world is ahead of me but my dream since I was little is settling down and having a baby.
I Don't know what to do, every month I have to take my pills and it hurts each time. I feel like just throwing them downt the toilet and getting pg without telling him.
HELP! Please I feel like dying.
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mumswish · 06/05/2005 14:30
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