this is killing me. i am still feeling torn between keeping things normal at home, and seeing dh at the hospital. but now he is even further away. and getting to see him is harder, so the kids end up with nanny for longer. dd1 is missing dh like mad, dd2 is ignoring him, dd3 doesnt really know him . I feel like i can never do enough for him. i aways want to feel like i'm doing something useful, but he doesnt need anything apart from company. but i cant talk for hours like some people, so we end up playing cards. Then i feel guilty when i have to leave. i cant even stay a few days at the patient relatives flats as they dont allow children to stay, and i am breastfeeding dd3. and dont think i could get babysitters overnight for the other 2 if they did allow dd3 to stay with me.
just want this all to end now. why cant we have a normal life free from health worries?
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i cant keep doing this.
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misdee · 21/03/2005 21:00
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