I really don't want to go on med again but my confidence is so low due to a number of things in the past year and I'm worried that I am getting ill again.
When I have to go outside of the house alone I feel wary when I see other people-they always spoil things by approaching me and saying something that makes me low e.g. a woman in the supermarket thought I was pregnant and asked when I was due-leaving me in tears (I am only a stone overweight which am at slimming club for)and then later that day a different woman approached me in my car to ask what I was doing when I'd gone to collect my dd from pre-school(I wasn't parked somewhere I shouldn't as I do all I can to avoid confrontations when out).
It's like on the days when I really need to be left alone, that's when stuff happens.
I don't like people coming near me when I am low,the best days are when it rains so I have an umbrella or a hood and don't feel exposed-I feel safer then.
I need the exercise as I know it does help lift me but wish I had a force-field to stop people and their comments coming near me.
Does anyone else feel like this?
Sorry if I make no sense-don't know how to explain this.
Am going to collect ds from school,will check in later-I don't worry when I am out with dd or ds as I am too busy with them to notice anyone else-but other than dragging someone I trust out with me whenever I leave the house I would love any ideas to help me cope.
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Does anyone else struggle with people and their unpredictable behaviour when having anxiety/depression attacks?
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wooga · 20/10/2008 14:29
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