its just, for the last 24 hours or so ive had this horrible squirmy irrational desire to scrape my entire middle section off my body. it just feels so fecking gross and nasty. just want my whole middle section gone and off of me. stupid huh?
im sure its perfectly natural to feel this way
it was years ago i was raped. and i dont think i really did this part of getting over it before (or if i did, ive blanked it). ive just started cbt-based therapy to try to sort out all this old shit, and i guess its come up because of that.
dont really want to talk to anyone in rl about it, but i am so uncomfortable in my skin right now, really tense and squirmy, i just wanted to talk to someone about it.
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i need to talk about something relating to rape - pls dont click on this if youre likely to be upset/have gone through something recently - last thing i want to do is upset anyone
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BloodySmartarse · 28/08/2008 11:50
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