Hello all - I've never posted on this site but have read lots of the threads and thought I should give it a go. My daughter is 9 weeks old and I found the first 4 weeks incredibly difficult - a real shock to the system. I had horrible irrational thoughts that scared the hell out me (ie. throwing her out of the window) and the responsiblity of it all overwhelmed me. I was OK for a good few weeks after that but now I'm getting massively anxious again and can't stop thinking about death and there being no point to anything as we all die. I have a wonderful fiance and daughter who I love more than anything but I'm terrified of losing somehow. and I need to shake this before my wedding next Sat. I have a history of depression. Anyone ever felt similar?
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scared that depression will ruin my wedding day - any advice?
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Rones · 03/07/2008 19:15
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