Please help me

[Iamincrisis]

I wrote that I was in crisis the other day. I am now feeling heavily suicidal and am thinking about ending my life. I have a one year old. I don’t know what to do. Please help

[MagentaIsGreen]

OP I am not qualified to help with this but don't want you to feel alone.

[MaybeMaybeNotJ]

Call someone, anyone you trust at all? If not then please dial 999
Im so sorry you’re feeling this way xxx

[Capricornandproud]

Handholding here… are you on your own? Please don’t do it. Someone will be along soon with wiser words but I’m listening xx

[TimeForTeaAndG]

Call 999.

Is there anyone, even a neighbour, nearby that could sit with you?

I'm sorry that you are suffering, you need to speak to a crisis team.

[coldtenant]

Talk to us? I don’t remember you posting before, sorry.

[Lifeisbeautiful01]

Please call Samaritans straight away. I didn’t see your other post but whatever is happening will pass. Your LO needs you and you are important. Call them now- take care

[MagentaIsGreen]

I am here. What has happened? Can you call the Samaritans? Call 116123, it is free

[Capricornandproud]

Here op

[Eloisedublin123]

Can you talk to us OP? X

[Iamincrisis]

My partner is here. I know my baby wouldn’t notice if I was gone.

[MagentaIsGreen]

Please call them, they can help better than we can.

[Capricornandproud]

This feeling IS temporary and WILL pass, I promise xx

[Asvan]

Hi

Hope you are ok.

Do you have anyone that you are close to who you can talk to?

[flumposie]

Please reach out to someone, samaritans or 999. You and your little one are not alone.

[TimeForTeaAndG]

Tell your partner.

Wake them up if they are asleep even if they have work or whatever other reason. This is more important.

[coldtenant]

Of course your little one would know.
Can you talk to your partner now or call a friend? You might think they won’t want to hear it but honestly they will

[AtomicSquirrel3]

I'm sorry things are feeling desperate for you right now. If you can get yourself to your local A&E they will do a mental health assessment. If you can't get there, please call 999 x

[MagentaIsGreen]

Yes. If you feel like this nothing else matters more. People love you and you don't have to feel like this alone: please call 116123 now OP. They will help you.

[TimeForTeaAndG]

I've sat with a friend before and we just took it in very small steps. This next breath. In. Out. Talk. Hold hands. Cry. Breathe.

Do you have any soothing techniques? Curling up under a quilt, being held tightly, that sort of thing. Does music or TV help to focus you away from your thoughts?

[OhNoNoNoNoNo]

Please call 999. They will come and help you. You need professional help. They won’t judge you. They will get you the help you need.
I really really hope you feel better soon.

[LtDansleg]

Have you reached out for help before op? I know the Samaritans helpline is useless sometimes so I won’t advise you to phone those. You need to talk to us. What’s happened to you? What’s causing these thoughts?

[Iamincrisis]

It’s my only way out. My mum tells me I need to ‘sort my shit out’, my MIL tells me I’m not a natural with my baby. They tell me if I tell anyone about my mental health my baby will be taken away from me or go solely to my partner. He’s more of a caregiver as he doesn’t work and I do

[coldtenant]

Your title asked us for help which means to me you want actually want help, so you don’t need to go anywhere.
What can we do to help?

[coldtenant]

Well that’s all crap for a start!

[TimeForTeaAndG]

They are wrong.

Please talk to your partner.